Mercy

OneWord 365 challenges viewers to forego the traditional New Years Resolutions in favor of choosing "one word that sums up who you want to be or how you want to live or what you want to achieve by the end of 2012." 

I'm choosing mercy to define 2012. 

He has shown you, O mortal, what is good. 

   And what does the LORD require of you? 

To act justly and to love mercy 

   and to walk humbly with your God.

Micah 6:8

I want my life to demonstrate the kind of mercy that Jesus talks about showing to the "least of these" in Matthew 25:40. I know that living that kind of mercy is not easy, and requires me to hop out of my comfort zone and into the places where the hungry and thirsty and imprisoned live.  But if I truly love mercy, if I truly want to know mercy  inside and out, then that's where I need to dwell.  So this year, I'm diving in, deeper than ever before. 

I want to teach mercy to my children.  They are still toddlers, but already understand the concept of giving out of their abundance to children who do not have as much; my desire is that they will learn as children to give even more, sacrificially, to love more deeply, and to be just, and merciful, and humble.  Now if only I could learn to lead by example... 

I desire mercy from my family as I endeavor to go back to graduate school, and to balance that with raising merciful children, educating and loving them, too, and also keeping up with my (admittedly lackluster) housekeeping.  AND lavishing love on my husband.  It is going to be an adventure, a balancing act.  And I'm going to need grace and forgiveness from everyone that my new schedule jostles along the way.  

I am so thankful for the mercy that I receive, daily, from God, from my husband and children, from those around me who deal with my rants and outbursts, my impatience, my desire for things to be done my way.   I'm so humbled, usually in retrospect, when I consider the infinite patience that those that I call friends have had with me over the years.  I hope to be the kind of woman that shows the kind of restraint and mercy that has been heaped upon me.